Sunday, 5 February 2012

blood is worthless

verse 1

your own flesh and blood
what does it matter
unconditional love broke me
wearing me down until i can't see, until i can't breath
who are you to do this to me, why did you do this to me
broken on the floor, there i shall remain

chorus

strong, strong, oh meant to be so strong
shoulder to cry on, protector, hero
underneath, underneath, underneath
cracked to the very core, unable to rebuild
can't find the light in this darkness
locked in my own misery

verse 2

acting out of anger, crying inside
missing you, loving you, that person is gone
blinding memories cannot forgive your sin
punch to the jaw
thrown aside for a stupid bitch
treated like your worst enemy

verse 3

you rejected me
you threw me away
you left me
people ask me why, why i feel so messed up
it all leads back to you
the ties are holding me down


chorus

strong, strong, oh meant to be so strong
shoulder to cry on, protector, hero
underneath, underneath, underneath
cracked to the very core, unable to rebuild
can't find the light in this darkness
locked in my own misery

verse 4

trapped in  a never ending nightmare
wake me up, wake me up, wake me up
cant take this pain anymore
save me oh please save me
cant go on much longer
gotta let go

Saturday, 7 January 2012

Never say Never

Intro

I love you
Three little words
That will make or break
When I tell you
I mean it more than ever
You’re my everything

Verse 1

Countless conversations happening
None ever finished
Could tell you a million things
Yet logic slips from your lips every time
Laughing away
We realise your logic was in pieces

Chorus

No matter what you say
I will always love you
No matter what you say
You’ll always be my one exception to any given situation
No matter what you say
We will be one day

 Verse 2

The blood is circulating
My heart is pumping
My brain cells are wired
They all communicate one thing
You
Ill never give up

Verse 3

Forever shall I wait
For a boy like you
One who I will never be good enough for
And one who deserves so much better than me
But if I was who you chose
I promise you I would all I could to make you happy


Chorus

No matter what you say
I will always love you
No matter what you say
You’ll always be my one exception to any given situation
No matter what you say
We will be on day
Verse 4

I love you
Forget everything else
That is true and will never change
Never say never
Is the line ill hold onto
For the time for us to be comes

Monday, 2 January 2012

What is life

Chorus

What is love
Im not your fiance
Im not your wife
Im not your forever
Im you’re here and now
Why make it all so complicated

Verse 1

Do you know what your saying
Take a step back
Stop throwing your life away
Slow things down
Just back up a second
Think before you put your words together

Verse 2

I want you
I love you
I can’t be without you
Calm down
Im not going anywhere
You don’t have to put a ring on my finger

Chorus

What is love
Im not your fiance
Im not your wife
Im not your forever
Im you’re here and now
Why make it all so complicated

Verse 3

I wear my heart on my sleeve
Its yours
Stop fighting for it
Its already yours
Stop worrying about losing me
Im not going anywhere

Verse 4

Love is a heart breaker
A soul crusher
A self esteem killer
Why do we crave it so
Does the world have to revolve around it
Theres no way to survive without it
Yet it could be the end of us all
Chorus

What is love
Im not your fiance
Im not your wife
Im not your forever
Im you’re here and now
Why make it all so complicated

Verse 5

Your kiss is poison
Your touch is pain
Your love is killing me
Yet ur kiss is what I crave
Your touch is what I need
Your love is what makes me whole
Oh what is life

Never look back

Intro

Living fast, dying young, with odd socks on
I’ll let you in on a dirty little secret
Stick with me
Life will never get boring
Don’t let them drag you down
Keep running, running, running

Chorus

Never go back
Been there, done that, got the tshirt
Something has to end
To create a new beginning
Everything happens for a reason
That door may be closed, but another one is opening

Verse 1

Ya dirty ride, get aboard
Time to get going
Round the world and back again
Don’t think twice
Just do, do ,do
Go for it and never ever look back

Verse 2

You can look at the window
Just don’t lick the window
Don’t know what you’ll catch
It don’t matter where you start that engine
As long as you park it in the right garage
You know what you want

Chorus

Never go back
Been there, done that, got the tshirt
Something has to end
To create a new beginning
Everything happens for a reason
That door may be closed, but another one is opening

Bridge

Lies lies lies
Pain pain pain
Nooooooooooo more!




Verse 3

Baby tease me
Show me what am missing
What’s your deepest desire
Can I fulfill it
You know you want me
don’t lie
We are way past that now

Chorus

Never go back
Been there, done that, got the tshirt
Something has to end
To create a new beginning
Everything happens for a reason
That door may be closed, but another one is opening

Verse 4

Get angry, be mad, show me the terror
Rant and rave
Let it all out
Baby tell me everything
don’t you feel better
Now let’s move on

Broken for the last time

Intro

I gave you my heart
You were scared
Scared I’d hurt you again
But baby I promised you different
Learned from ma mistake
Now im yours

Chorus

I gave you my heart
I know a was wrong in the past
But I’m here now
Missing you all of the time
Till it hurts
And tears roll down my face

Verse 1

Gave you what you have wanted
Showed you my truth
My love is pure
I wanna give you the world and more
Second chances are rare
Yet here we are

Bridge

Let down let down let down

Chorus

I gave you my heart
I know a was wrong in the past
But I’m here now
Missing you all of the time
Till it hurts
And tears roll down my face

Bridge

Let down let down let down

Verse 2

You didn’t show up
When missing you is what I do
A few words from you
And I am on the floor
Tears streaming down my face
Happiness short lived
Giveth and you taketh away

Verse 3

Going round in circles
You couldn’t have meant a single word that you said
I didn’t mean a thing to you
It was a lie
Im nothing but a stepping stone
Over it’s over

Chorus

I gave you my heart
I know a was wrong in the past
But I’m here now
Missing you all of the time
Till it hurts
And tears roll down my face

Verse 4

You don’t know what you have done
This song is about you
Feel the pain
The pain you thrusted upon me
Im better than this
Im better than you

Saturday, 10 December 2011

Love

I always say when you go to school you learn a lesson and do a test, in life you do a test and learn a lesson. However, sometimes you need to be taught the lesson a few times until you actually understand it. Love, it is the most beautiful thing in the world, and the most heartbreaking. When you give up someone too quickly for the wrong reasons, you will regret it more than you ever thought you could. Unfortunately, you can feel things at the wrong times, but the feelings are there for a reason. In a way the feelings may be late, but that doesn't mean they don't matter. It may sound cheesy, but if it's meant to be, it will be. I always believe in life you will find what you are looking for eventually. It may be complicated in so many ways, but if your love is true, then that love is worth waiting for. No matter how much it hurts, you know you would wait forever just for a second with them. And you know that once you get that love back, you will hold onto it with both hands and never let it go again. Never give up hope.

Saturday, 26 November 2011

Complicated

Every young teenager is searching for who they are, this will lead to many, many mistakes. For me i believe in school you are taught a lesson and you do a test. However, in life you do a test and learn a lesson. If you are like me you either have to learn the hard way, or make a mistake multiple times before you actually learn from it. In all honesty it doesn't really matter what age you are, there is always room for you to learn something new.
Now, from speaking to a number of adults in their 40s i have found they have a very strong opinion of how teenagers behave today. The thing that they seem to focus on most is the love lives of young teens, they are very different to the way they used to be. Going back to when our parents were young, you were either going out with someone or you were single. However, in this day and age it's simply not like that it's a lot more complicated.
Nowadays, there is dating, seeing, single and having fun, friends with benefits and relationships. It's all so messed up and in more ways than one, heart breaking. Everyone, feels differently in so many ways, due to what they have been through, etc. If you look more closely, due to the many differences of all of these different labels it is clear why so many hearts are so easily broken. If you ask me our parents had it right, you should either be single or be in a relationship with someone.
Being an 18 year old girl, i have realised how different my opinion is to other people my age. I have been involved in every label i have mentioned above and believe me there would definitely be a lot less heartbreak if we learned from our parents. No matter how much we really don't want to admit it, our parents are always right in the end.